Friday, September 29, 2006

Life

So this week has been right up there with the ones in the past. Work has not been getting any better and actually it has been getting worse. I am not getting physically sick when I enter the room with my customer who has been giving me problems, I am not sleeping well and I am just getting stressed out.

I used to really like my job and what I do, but now this customer has just turned my life into a shit storm and I dread going into the office. If I have to send an Email to her or if the phone rings, my stomach begins to turn in fear of what may happen. That is no way to have to conduct business, or even have to go about my day at work.

I went to the doctor today to try to get some help with my current situation and she has begun to start me on some meds that may help me deal with my working situation. We’ll see how this work, but talk about a non-health work environment. This customer has created a hostile work environment, and it seems the only way I can be there is in a medicated state. My doctor thinks the meds will help me be less anxious and able to deal with the customer. I hope so.

On a good note, my aunt had her breast surgery on Wednesday and everything went well. Her doctor was able to remove all the cancer and she will not need chemo. My aunt will need some recuperation time at home and then everything will be back to normal. My grandmother and her 3 sisters all died of cancer, so this was a touchy situation my family was dealing with, and we are all glad it turned out great.

That’s it for now, more to come later. Have a great weekend.


Peace,
DeMo

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